Why So Serious

Why So Serious Its been a while since Ive had time to sit down for a long period of time and blog. I promise I have a good reason though! Most people at MIT have these Hell weeks where there are lots of tests and projects due. Ive honestly felt like Ive had a Hell month. But dont worry, Im Still Alive. Although I didnt actually type out many of my ideas, I was still thinking of the things I would write for all of you out there who read the blogs. Thinking of all the things I would say post-decision time. It was a tough process but I hope it leaves some of you inspired. If youre wondering what its like to go to MIT, its pretty much like this. Or this. Sometimes MIT feels like one intense workout on a treadmill. The treadmill just keeps going and going. Youre trying to reach the controls to slow down, but theyre just out of reach. You fall flat on your face or completely screw up and end up tearing apart the treadmill Youre only human after all. Eventually a routine sets in. You have problem set after problem set, then a week of tests and projects, and then theres that whole thing about living (like eating, sleeping, and exercising?). MIT isnt all fun and games. There are times when youve just had enough. You give up. You break down. Youre worn out, stretched thin, and feeling a little downhearted. IHTFP right? Yet every time I feel like Im in that situation, I keep running. I tell myself its all worth it. I take it all in and try to just do it. Sometimes I fail. Sometimes I survive. The constant rollercoaster is exhausting. I keep thinking perhaps 5 classes and a UROP are too much But heck, Ive learned so much about myself in the process. After all, its only when were pushed to our limits, that we can understand where they fall. Over this long and heart wrenching month, Ive ultimately come to the realization that Im just taking myself too seriously. Which begs the question Honestly, its so easy to get sucked into the MIT mindset (or as I like to think of it, the Jedi mind tricks). You start to feel like you need to do everything and plan every element of your four years out. But really, theres no rush to do it all now. Its okay to jog instead of run. Keep up at a steady pace. Punt a little more now and then. Tackle the issues as they arise. Enjoy the little things in life. Whether that be getting to the T stop right as the T pulls in, walking up to Mass Ave right as the crosswalk changes to walk, or taking in the occasionally beautiful weather on the green grass in Killian. (Photo credit to the wonderful Preeti 15) Most importantly though, remember the BIG picture. At the end of the day, it doesnt matter whether you didnt get an A on that test. It doesnt matter if you cant get the last 2-3 questions on the problem set. It doesnt matter if your project isnt 100% perfect. What does matter is what you take away from the experience. Be that a degree, a life lesson, a useful skill, or a new friend. Remember: We cannot change the cards we are dealt, just how we play the hand. -Randy Pausch So no matter where life ends up taking you, make the most of it. There are many incredible education institutions out there. True, your experience will not be the same everywhere. But this doesnt mean your experiences will not be enjoyable and meaningful. Youre the only determinant of that. Get involved. Get inspired. Make a difference. Class of 2016, youre in for the journey of a lifetime. Get ready to embrace it. Much love, A reluctantly, soon-to-be sophomore